Monday, April 12, 2010

圣诞结




我住的城市从不下雪
记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念到忘记霓虹扫过喧哗的街
把快乐赶得好远
落单的恋人最怕过节
只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边
寂寞他陪我过夜

电话不接
不要被人发现我整夜都关在房间
缓缓的响声听来象哀悼的音乐
眼眶的泪 温热冻结
望着电视里的无聊节目
躺在沙发上变成没知觉的植物

Saturday, April 10, 2010

不要埋怨 不能天长地久
应微笑面对 因为曾经拥有

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

放下

一段感情 真的可以那么快 就放下吗?
真的可以 一结束 就若无其事地 继续过着 少了另一半的生活吗?
也许你可以吧
也许一直以来 我只不过是你生命里的其中一个过客
也许对你来说 我们从开始在一起一直到分离
都只是淡淡地交会过 不会在你心里烙下任何的痕迹

今天
我才发现 我是多么的傻
天真的以为 你一定也会放不下我
看来 我错了
今天
是我 第一次
真正地感觉到 寂寞 和被抛弃 的滋味

讲分開 可否不再 用憾事的口吻
习惯無常 才會懂得庆幸
说真的 生命途中 誰是客?
散席時 怎麼分?
我想 没人知道吧
但這趟旅行若曾開心过
我想 应该没什么遗憾了吧



Saturday, April 3, 2010

我们

我们在一起一年四个月多了 但你并没有留下任何可以让我留恋的东西。
也许好也许坏吧?
坏的是 我们的恋情只能留在时间的秘密花园里 随着时间 慢慢的被摧残 一点一滴的流失
你只留了记忆给我 我们 只被记忆保存着 但记忆这东西 越是想抓住 就模糊得越快
但我不可能忘了你 我也不想忘记你
因为 你在我心中已占了一个没人可取代的位子。
我在你心里。。。 是否也有这样的一个位子呢?
我想。。 应该没有吧

看见一份爱 有头无尾
你有什么感觉?
当我做这个决定时
我的心彻彻底底地碎了
我在你心里的地位始终还是那么低
我离开了你 我。。。哭了
那么你呢? 你。。。也会哭吗?

Sunday, March 28, 2010

舍得

走了这么久,
终于从梦中醒来,
懂得了舍得.
舍得,
有舍才有得,
懂得了真正的幸福是放下.
曾经我不幸福,
是因为我还未放下,
沉浸在痛苦之中,
如今我学会了遗忘,
明白只有放下,
才会幸福.
痛苦的不是过去,
而是记忆.
美好的回忆,
只是偶尔瞬间出现在嘴角的那一丝微笑,
笑着忘了吧....
擦干最后为你落下的眼泪,
与昨日挥别
爱,
已成往事..
我更明白自己要的是什么,
真实的关怀,
点滴的疼爱,
平淡的生活,
温馨的日子...
再见了,
原谅我这样自做决定,
我真的承受不起,
只因为爱的太深,
当城市都变得不再自然,
我唯一能做的就是把手放开,
祝福你,
一定要过得比现在更好。

分离

分手是我提出的, 也许你会很平静的看待它, 就像你平静的对待我和你之间的任何事情。
分手是我提出的, 但我知道, 哭得最凄惨的一定是我。因为 对我来说 失去了你 就像失去了一切。
分手是我提出的, 你。。。也会哭吗? 不许哭, 因为 你不快乐,我会心碎
分手是我提出的, 但爱你,我只想你幸福快乐,不要让我失望

也许分开了,你会比较开心吧
但我会在这里等着你
如果有一天
你觉定珍惜我了
我一定会为你点亮回家的路
我爱你


放弃了你,
并不是放弃了爱你
不是我爱别人了
我是因为看见你太痛苦了
放弃你
但不会放弃对你的

Friday, March 19, 2010

Can't you feel my love?

You've changed. Don't deny it. We used to be so happy, laughing at all sorts of little things.
But now, everything changed.
You answer me so straightforward it hurts me so badly and yet you act like nothing's wrong.
I miss who you used to be. I miss the old us. I miss everything we once had.
Can we go back?

Or are you tired of me, tired of us?
I'm always breaking my heart and picking up the pieces myself.
Again and again.
You never said sorry. Is it that you don't care about me at all?

Can't you feel my love?

If you can't, it's alright.
Just I hope you'd gently let me go.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

为什么?

为什么你不理我了?
是不是你也放弃了?
还是只是需要些时间冷静?
我希望答案不是后者。

也许整件事情是我的错,
但是我从下午道歉到晚上
你还是不理我。
你知道我好伤心吗?
='(
第二天了,
等着你的回复。

对不起,
我每次都这样。
但是我希望你知道,
我对你的爱从来都没减少过。
我还是
-很爱你-




Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I'm so tired.

These days i feel like we're drifting apart. Maybe it's just me thinking too much. But why do i always get the feeling that you hate spending time with me a lot? We hardly see each other, we almost never talk face to face, don't you miss me? Maybe you're tired after 6 hours in school, but I really don't think staying back once a week after school is that hard. This week is our March holidays, I begged and begged my parents to let me go out for just 1 day, cause i really really thought you'd wanna spend a day with me. I guess I thought wrong. But I can only blame myself for not asking beforehand. Maybe I'm just too boring for you. Sigh..

You know, sometimes I wish you would tell me more about your life. You almost never tell me anything, I only get to know a little part if I ask. Sometimes I don't get answers even if I ask. I thought being together meant sharing problems, little things about your lives to the ones you love. Maybe not all, but at least most of them? Is that too much to ask for? I'm really tired of always being the last to know.

I love you a lot, with my whole heart, my entire life.
But you're stretching me to my breaking point.
Is this our end? I don't want it to be..
I don't want us to have an end.. Please..

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Nickelback - Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

这首歌献给我一位很特别的朋友

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