放手

我在错误的时间遇上了你，我...哭了。

我在正确的时间离开了你，你...会哭吗？

　　一次次说这次真的放下了，不知道自己还能这样骗自己多久。

You are everything I want, everything I need.
And of course,
You are also everything I will never have.

The End

You will forever be in my heart.
Well hidden in the deepest part.
Where no one can ever replace you.
I love you.

Empty

Can anyone accompany me?
I'm feeling so hollow inside =(
I wanna talk to somebody.
It's 1.44am now.
Where are you?
How are you?

Reminiscing~


*Pushing all thoughts of you outta my mind* =|

CANT SLEEP~

Should I go down and cook mee?
Feel hungry.....


Suppressing the urge to scream... ==
Argghhh....

Can't I have a normal life?
Is that too damn much to ask?
A million feelings rushing up to me @@
I'm gonna blow~ LOL

Like talking crap ler..... =.=
Arghhh whatever~~~~~~~~~

PMR is OVER~

So.. PMR is over~
Happy time~
I wanna thank all my fwens who helped me through my exam~ =)

Brinton, Ksk ~~ For your endless patience helping me through my uncomparable pathethic understanding of maths. x)

Carene~~ I couldn't have stayed up till 4am nor finish my Sej in time without your support. =)

Zi Xiang~~ I would've left my Bm novel section blank if it wasn't for u. =)

Derick~~ Thanks for all the tutoring in BC yea~

Thank you so much guys~ and girls x)

Have fun this holiday~
Wish you all PMR 8A's yea~ =D

我说了所有的谎
你全都相信
简单的我爱你
你却老不信

我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了
你我都走散了

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开淌下句点

他得到了你

我却得到了你安慰的淘汰

I bought an extra dinner tonight.
But I was alone all night.
Maybe it's just not right.
For letting you leaving my side.

You once said you don't wanna be free.
But finally now i see.
Now those are just memories.
But please please.. don't forget me.

Credits to my buddy~

Missing you

I've finally arrived, but only to get sadder.
Alone I completed our dream.
You always said that there was plenty of time
You could always wait for me
Back then I didn't know
That the existence of tomorrow does not mean that there is a future together for us.

Regret now remains ever running in my blood.
I regret not caring for you enough.
I hated myself to not have understood you enough.
Yearning to see you but not being able to cuts me deepest.

I have never seen any signs of sadness on your face.
How lonely that stubborness of yours is.
You tore down the the boundaries of our relationship and allowed me to wander.
While you stayed put and tied yourself down as you wait for me.
You never mentioned that you can be weak sometimes too.
That you will need me for support.
So I pretended not to know.
And wandered freely, living my own life as I like.

My smiles does not reach my eyes anymore, my soul is drifting around.
How I wish you were here.
I promise to never let you wait.
I will accompany you to do anything you want
I have banished my heart to a prison that is forever locked.
Afraid of my heart being touched again by others.
If only you come back.
If only we could start all over again.
Everything would be fine then....

Studying =P

So.. 4 days till PMR huh?
I managed to read through Geo, half of Sej and Sc.
Yeap you guessed it. Lazy's my middle name. =(
Placing a reference book on your lap while you're using comp.
What do you call it?
I call it studying. LOL
Well.. at least I have physical contact with the book right? =.=
Im gonna finish science tonight. 300 more pages to go. Woot~ @@
So many subjects unfinished.
Even more subjects UNTOUCHED.
So I'm gonna stop typing and go TOUCH my books now.
Bye~
Jy PMR 8A's all~

Already Gone...

Time,
Had changed most of our habits.
Had healed all of our wounds.
Had made us move on.
Had taken away my every right to miss you.

最近....

最近我变得无法让人接近
孤单已成 为了我的良伴
每个人都有自己的天空
好让自己来有片刻安宁
你想打电话找我么？

想和我说说话么？

你想了解我么？
我也想了解了解你。

First~

Hmm.. My first post..
3 more days untill my birthday. Not excited about it though. Not even a teensy bit of excitement.
Since i was small no one bothers about it anyway.
I think my first present was from a friend. (yeah~ I'm that pathethic.. LOL)
So now im like wadever~

I don't have much friends when i was small and erm I'm not that 'cool kid' in school either.
I'm kinda a trouble magnet in those days.. I have absolutely no idea why..
Just seems like all the teachers dislike me and all that..
Darkest days of my life LOL~
Alright I'll admit it. Myabe its just because I'm FAT LOL~

I lost a ton or two when i got into secondary..
So i guess i'm not really fat now..
Secondary enlightened me with another gift though..
Guess what? I'm freakin short~ =.=
Thanks God~ You really made my childhood lighted with happiness!
First I'm first im filled with fats and now this?!
I'm like what..163cm or something~ Yea.. LOL right?
Drinking milk everyday now~
Hoping~ Praying~ that somehow i will reach 170cm or so~
Mission impossible huh?
*Faint*

Thats all for my first post.
Know why? Cuz I fainted (as stated above)~ DUHH
xDD

For those who stuck with my boring blog till here, thanks for reading ya!

Bye all~
Gonna miss ya'll~
^^v