2010

This is a really unlucky year for me and all those around me.
Lets see
Few couples broke up including yours truly
And he's been quite lonely for a while
Some friends lost alot cash during FIFA
I kinda have some money issues
My results sucks
My schoolmates are now split into two teams . Yes, just like the fans of Twilight . And I'm supporting Edward ! Edward Chew, to be exact . LOL
I really hope he doesn't lose to the big bad wolf . ;)
Also our friends had some friendship problems but its solved now luckily. I think......
You've reached the end of the post .
Hope all goes well from now on .
Cheers .

发香

又来到了傍晚 又一天过了
距离曾属于我们的日子
又远一点了


洗澡时 闻到一阵很熟悉的味道
当时我楞住了
我还以为那只是幻觉
当时我真的以为
我对你的思念把我弄疯了


但那味道
在我张开眼睛后依然存在
才发现
原来是我们用着一样的洗发液
闻到的是你的发香


你的发香
勾起了许许多多
我早已逼自己忘记的
过去 回忆


回想起以前幸福的时候
那些日子
都好象距离我千里之外似的 感觉好陌生
我都快忘了
到底幸福是什么样的


我站在靠近过去的边界
聆听着 你回忆经过的声音
才懂得 所有关于我的事情
总会有你静静跟随的身影


虽然如此 但我明白
有些恋人只是路过时的风景


-曾经太过年轻-

First TimeS

It's been so long since the last time I updated my blog in english. @@

Went to Danny's house last Saturday to stay for the night cause' we have an appointment with some dude on Sunday. His brother picked me up from school at about 10.30am and we went to Jusco for a movie - The Karate Kid. The first thing that came into my eye when we reached the cinema were Malays. Tons and tons of Malays. And when we got into the cinema, we were the only Chinese in there, I noticed cause' we were the first ones in there. Well, that's nothing weird since we see Malays almost everywhere in the country, especially on highways. I tend to see a Kancil packed with 20 tuna fish passing by me everytime I go to KL. Malaysia Boleh huh? I'm not a racist or anything, but it's kinda creepy cause' they all look the same don't ya think? Maybe it's their apparels or something i guess.. Hmm..

Back to the topic.
The movie was okay. Don't really like the ending but, what do you expect from a movie where kids learn kungfu and beat each other up ? Nothing. Duhh..
After the movie we had lunch at Kenny Rogers. Again, after I sat down, I noticed there were no Chinese in there. And what's more creepier this time is that I felt the people around us are the same ones from the cinema. Cause' like I said, they all look the same. ;)

Dinner that night was kinda memorable for me. It was Danny's family night and I felt so embarassed cause' I'm an outsider and his relatives were all asking questions about me. Whats so memorable is that Danny made me eat some food that I have never dared to swallow for the past 16 years - Clam and sotong - Way to go Danny~ We went to i -City after dinner. I have never been there before. It's my second ' first time ' that day. And there they were, the same crowd from the cinema. Only this time, they brought along their cousins, aunties and uncles. So there were like hundreds of them. The place was quite boring, I seriously don't know what attracted all these people. It's all lights and fake trees, I thought they prefered dark alleys ? So they can like bring their girlfriends and blend in with the surroundings, if you know what I'm saying. ;)

礼物

拉开抽屉 找着东西
找着找着 一不小心
把一些早已尘封的回忆也都翻了出来
我们看过的每一张戏票
我们买东西的每一张收据
还有朋友们在我们一周年纪念时给我们的戒指
我看着它们
回忆排山倒海地挤到了我眼前
一幕一幕地倒带

想起 帮你戴上戒指的情景
我握着它坐在地上 哭了好久
我就像这少了一半的戒指盒一样
等待着另一半的归来

最长的电影

沉迷在歌中那痴情旋律里的我
随着旋律
回忆起你的可爱 你的任性
回忆起我们曾经走过的
每一步 每一脚印

再美的黄昏也躲不过夜晚的降临
我把黄昏的美景拍了下来
存放到心里 它专属的角落
让它被记忆永远保存着

夜深人静时
闭上双眼
把它拿出来
重温那已被黑夜吞噬
再也看不到的黄昏
嘴角泛起一丝微笑
只因曾经拥有

Who am I to say

Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left


Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching


Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it feels so free
Now I know what's meant to be
And that's okay with me


I don't know anything at all
But who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

-Hope-

你

电话里
少了你信息的日子 已接近三个月了
怎么脑海里 你的影子还是挥散不去
我竭尽所能 想把你忘记
但一直到今天
无论睁着眼 或闭着眼
看见的 依然是我最舍不得的你

我努力着让自己喜欢上另一个人
可是 不知道为什么
我已没有力气 没有勇气去爱了

听说时间可以痊愈任何伤口 淡化所有记忆
是真的吗?

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口

感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

当记忆跌入眼前的那一刻
我才知道我从来没有忘记过你
也从来没有放过自己
最后我还是选择了回忆
而 放弃了你

人来人往

你不再思念我了，可我遇到某天、某个季节、某首歌、某种眼神，仍然想到你，然后觉得好遗憾。

当初如果抓住你，今天是不是一切都不一样了。
当初怎麽不豁出去告诉你，我真的喜欢你。
我喜欢你到无法控制自己，甚至想大声告诉全世界的人我喜欢你，但就是不敢告诉你。
现在你在别人身旁，我也在另一个人身旁，你可曾想起我？可也曾觉得遗憾呢。
当初为我疯狂的你，现在过得好吗？

那时跟你说抱歉，说你错爱了，其实我心里也曾觉得遗憾？
爱情没有先来后到，却有情深缘浅。
希望你今天过得好， 不用再想起我也没关系。
那些伤害就让它过去了，连遗憾也请你一并淡忘吧……

有些遗憾,会让人椎心，夜里刺痛。
有些遗憾,想起来很美丽，因为得不到所以最珍贵。
有些遗憾,若干年后会释怀，你会发现那些不属于你的，最终会属于一个比你更适合的人。

没有哪个人爱不到，会成为你一生的遗憾。
他永远加此迷人，永远让你念念不忘。
不是深刻到连时间也无法冲淡， 而是你在记忆里调了味， 其实人早走了样。
你记得的是你想要的他，早就已不是原本的那个人了。
人的记忆是很不可靠的,爱情也是这样的。
当时哭着要你别走，你走了，我该怎么办。
你丢下我一个人，留着的全部都是你的回忆，我要怎么过下去。

事实证明，还是过得下去，而且过得甚至比以前还好。
有了新欢，虽然也有恋爱的痛苦，但对方给的，并没有比以前那个人来得少。
那些爱，经过了我们的生命，留下抹不去的伤痕，也留下了难忘的精彩。

随着时间，快乐与悲伤逐一淡去，我们是失去了。
但,还是有令人期待的未来 。