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15.12.11

2012-01-01T14:55:00.003+08:00

相识五年终于我们的缘分到了交叉点

我想这样一种相遇是应该好好珍惜的

所以有了彼此的惺惺相惜有了那份真挚

五年前曾错过彼此现在回首

才发现那不是缘分的尽头而是我们缘分的开始

若当时在一起了也许因年少不懂得珍惜而分手好久好久了

不知为何一直以来对你有种特别的感觉

淡淡的无法解释的见面没什么说话

心里却有着比朋友更多一点的关心

初三那年云顶之旅我们边走边聊到凌晨四点

聊了好多好多记得那晚看着你的每一幕

走在一起是缘分一起在走是幸福

朋友关系的日子走了五年

我们从缘分慢慢走近了幸福

从没有互动到后来十指紧扣

我们之间有好多特别唯美的回忆

日出沙发啤酒沙滩海浪星空下彼此依偎

珍惜着

这样的幸福

盈

我爱你

-今生唯一的吝啬就是你是我的我一个人的-

2012-01-01T14:52:00.002+08:00

【是不是我的怀抱由两个钳子组成太用力抱紧你会弄伤你

但是若真爱遍体鳞伤又如何飞蛾扑火又如何】

2012-01-01T14:49:00.001+08:00

【如果你也一直清楚的知道你属于我那该有多好】

2012-01-01T14:47:00.000+08:00

我站在遥远的时空里看你们的回忆

珊瑚海

2012-01-01T14:44:00.000+08:00

她在海边悄悄看着不远处他在水中自在的身影，
时起时伏，她的思绪也随着他的动作摇曳着
“我们真的不能在一起么？”
他在水中偷偷望着岸上的她在风中孤单的立着，
害怕她发现他的不舍，不敢多看，
“我们真的不能在一起。。。”
那样许久许久，
不舍和遗憾在天际弥漫。
最后的最后，
她落泪展翅飞翔，
他叹气潜入海底。

【海鸟跟鱼相爱，只是一场意外，故事的最后，重归原点。】

2012-01-01T14:34:00.001+08:00

我们说好的这一生谁也不放弃

一天一天

2011-08-30T21:30:00.001+08:00

你身边的那个人是谁会不会让你哭泣
不知你眼里还能否容下我是否早已忘得一干二净
担心得不敢靠近不敢说话心焦如焚
独自一人熬夜无数次抹去你的记忆

即使走在路上你我偶然相遇
也请装作没看到继续走你的路
如果有天过去的记忆浮现
也许我又会不知不觉去找寻你
你要一直跟他幸福不能让我产生一丝期待
不能让我有一丝留恋要好好过下去好好过给我看
你要一直像那天空像那飘着的白云
永远都那么地美丽那么地灿烂
而我也会一直保持那张笑脸
装作若无其事的样子继续在人群中飘泊穿梭

希望离我而去后你的心能得到平静请忘记我活下去
随着时间一天天的流逝那些眼泪总有一天会消失
如果没有相见也许伤痛会少些
要永远在一起的那个约定希望你能埋没在回忆中
亲爱的我永远为你而祈祷

蛋糕与熊

2011-08-30T21:23:00.002+08:00

望一望疲倦的左手费尽心血抓住你的心
心似风越用力地去抓穿梭手指间的缝隙越快
没错是留下了你
是另一个你一个我不认识不了解的你

即使心如被千刀万刮宰割还是勉强挤出笑容
即使我明白你一再地安慰我我选择默不作声
即使心碎遍地也不愿放弃这是爱吗?

踩着夕阳斜下背影由短变长再随着黄昏的结束渐渐不见了
我们的故事也被时间不留情地摧残
由彼此开始建立感情到我俩深爱最后一切化为乌有
为什么? 彻夜不眠反复推敲这令人不解的问题

-我现在所知道的是我完全不知道怎么变成一个值得你思念的人-

Vacuuming Dust Bunnies.

2011-07-31T21:38:00.000+08:00

SPM is just around the corner but I barely touched my books. @@
Addmaths paper 2mr, preparing for it now.
It's abit too late but I promised someone I'd get A+.
Hahaha I dont wanna owe him a lunch so yeah readers please keep your fingers crossed for me.
Long long long long long time away from my blog.
Came back to blow away the dust bunnies :D
Friend asked me to update, and I think it's about time too.
Back to addmaths :D Ciao.

Lily and Marshall :)

2011-03-18T18:17:00.001+08:00

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2011-02-27T16:19:00.001+08:00

You walked into my life
It was a normal weekday night
I didn't realise
What you meant to me at the time
And I didn't know
Leading you on was wrong or right
That was until a Thursday night
I opened to you my heart and mind

Your cheerful smile
Your caressing hand
It's the really simple things
That make your life look so grand

You're special
It's in your eyes
I see the truth
There is no disguise

It's your spirit
Maybe your soul
But my life without you
Would feel painfully old

You've been a true friend
And now you're more than that
I hope you stay
Because I would be so very empty
If you ever went away

- Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and above all, never ever forget it. -

情人结

2011-02-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

闭上眼你最挂念谁？睁开眼看见的又是谁？
人总是要从错误中学习
但无法挽回的错误里无论从中吸取了再多的经验也等于零

你的离开让我看见了你为我的付出
懵懂的我以为爱就是电视里的轰轰烈烈

你的离开一巴掌掴醒了我
明白了经得起平凡的爱最珍贵

当时的我以为爱是用言语来表示
你的离开让我醒悟
真爱是用行动表达不需要华丽的言语来包装

我醒了一生没那么清醒过
有用吗？失去的不能重来

做人要往前看以往的一切就放下吧
但是我不要忘记我不想忘记
我只想把我们在一起短短的时间里踏下的每一个脚步通通留下
所以我才使尽全力阻挡时间吹起的狂风大浪不让沙上的脚印被狂沙掩埋被巨浪冲散

爱你吗？我不敢说
可是我现在真的很想念你

我这样做对吗？我不知道
我只知道你我放不下忘不掉戒不了走不开

-我不要你说我爱你我想你说我们在一起我不相信爱情我相信你-

毕业

2011-01-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

光阴似箭一转眼

电脑前的我高中二了

小学至中学十一年

不知不觉中

已顺时针地过去

岁月不留痕迹地

悄然离我而去

曾走过的点点滴滴

经过岁月无情的洗礼

一幕一幕地

被录进了回忆的录影带里

匆忙的岁月眨眼而过转瞬即逝

让我们深深的感受

时光的脚步太匆匆太急促

很快的大家都会朝着

各自的梦想各奔东西

为自己的前程忙碌奔波

想再次相聚谈何容易

相见了也顶多打声招呼

是时间的流沙把彼此的感情

冲走了陌生了

曾几何时我们一起打球一起拼功课的日子

都被遗忘了

但愿日后在茫茫人海中

还能找回你们一个个熟悉的面孔

一别一辈子

2011-01-02T10:56:00.000+08:00

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。

有些事一别竟是一辈子，一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。

有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。

有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。

有些人是有很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。

有些事是有很多机会去做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。

有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意、不在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。

人生有时候，总是很讽刺。一转身可能就是一世。

说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去，竟然也搞不清楚当初是什么原因把彼此分开的。然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；风雨同船，晴天便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。该是多美的画面。

没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。

于是。各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。

即使在同一个小小的城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条街上，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。

爱着的并不一定拥有。

拥有的并不一定爱着。

也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。

也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。

很久很久，没有对方的消息，也不再想起这个人，也是不想再想起。

-张爱玲-

握你的手

2010-12-31T10:49:00.002+08:00

山顶的风凉得像钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星
一坠落就不停

我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦地凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得
也该让你远离

握你的手
坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔
是停止挽留

握你的手
像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了
不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手
都为了再握手
但这一次
是为了放手

圣诞结

2010-12-24T17:23:00.001+08:00

我住的城市从不下雪

记忆却堆满冷的感觉

思念到忘记

霓虹扫过喧哗的街

把快乐赶得好远

落单的恋人最怕过节

只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉

我爱过的人没有一个留在身边

寂寞他陪我过夜

Merry Merry Christmas

Lonely Lonely Christmas

想祝福不知该给谁

爱被我们打了死结

Lonely Lonely Christmas

Merry Merry christmas

写了卡片能寄给谁

心碎的象街上的纸屑

落单的恋人最怕过节

只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉

我爱过的人没有一个留在身边

寂寞他陪我过夜

电话不接不要被人发现我整夜都关在房间

缓缓的响声听来象哀悼的音乐

眼眶的泪温热冻结

望着电视里的无聊节目

躺在沙发上变成没知觉的植物

想祝福不知该给谁

谁来陪我过这圣诞节

KL @ 17.12.10

2010-12-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

1st Stop @ Zone 5

Managed to get here with a lil help from ZF. Couldn't find the lil shop amidst the hundreds of shops there. HAHA @____@
Took home a pair of Supra Vaider :D !
Extra 10% discount thanks to Ten's privilege card. ^____^

2nd Stop @ Uniqlo

With my hands still locked on the door handle, I was rooted to the spot when my left leg entered the shop. I could not believe my eyes. The whole shop was ON SALEEEE. I was here yesterday and there wasn't any sign that Uniqlo would be throwing 30-40% discounts at almost every item. I thought I would never get my purple Fleece jacket. Maybe god just couldn't bear to see me without a purple parka. ;)

3rd Stop @ Pavilion

There was some kind of Xmas themed fashion show featuring models with some wayyyy freaky hairstyles.

Pavilion snowing @ 8pm. Ain't she a beauty? :D

风

2010-11-29T21:27:00.002+08:00

寂静的凌晨山上飘着细雨起着大雾

灯火阑珊处我坐着听雨声

滴滴答答地多么令人沉溺的气氛

冷风不时迎面吹来

我起身逆着风雨中漫步

风把回忆的日记吹开了

一整夜翻阅过去画面

日记的第一个星期二

一直到最后一页的4月2日

在脑海里迅速重播了一遍

才发现我还活在过去

因为现实中你已离我而去

偶尔触碰到伤口偶尔也会小声哭泣

我选择逃避因为我很清楚

我们的生命线不会再遇到交叉点了

两条不碰面的平行线

只能隔着远方看着你

终究我们成了彼此的路人甲

很无聊的

你的照片存了又删删了又存回

很自私的

每天都要你在我脑海里跑一趟

也很愚蠢的

每天在你看不到的角落关心你

你设下的阴影我曾尝试逃离

但走了好久又回到原点

在这黑暗的迷宫还是找不到出路

终于累了找个角落坐下

仰望天空等待时间展开双翅把我带走

心

2010-10-15T19:59:00.002+08:00

时间不治愈心灵的创伤

它只是每天替受伤的它

打上固定分量的麻醉剂

麻痹那颗伤痕累累的心

直到某天药物过量了

躺在病房里的心

不再痛了失去知觉

成了植物人

不再醒了终告不治

只剩下无梦无痛无趣的躯壳

所以生活过得艰难单调自我日复一日

对自己没有要求也尽量不让别人有期待

这种不想死也不想活的生活

到底还要撑多久。。。。。

祝我生日快乐

2010-09-29T20:49:00.001+08:00

今天孤单生日有谁会想起我

如果当初没那么冲动

结局是否还是永远分离

心结就当是永远的心结吧

也许注定最终都要遗忘些什么

我们之间经过风吹雨过只留下寂寞

才明白有些时候

精神的慰籍是物质永远无法替代的

在这个夜晚看来只有自己独自享受了

享受那份独特的孤单独特的悲伤

麻痹自己吧何必为孤单而流泪呢

生日不应该是悲伤的事情

一个人渡过静静地渡过默默的渡过

Attraction =)

2010-09-15T00:12:00.003+08:00

I love the way some things attract each other naturally.

The way the south pole attracts the north pole.

The way black attracts white.

The way YOU attract ME. <3

2010-09-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the hardest things to let go of

Is something you never really had.

What could've happened didn't.

It's just the way the cookie crumbled.

This is my goodbye to you.

I'll never forget the way you made me smile.

=')

2010-08-29T21:31:00.004+08:00

It was a memorable trip~ Nice place, awesome people ! Miss ya'll already =')
Daniel and Steve, love you two ! Why go back so fast ! Don't know when only can see you guys again. ='(
I still want to play cheat xD Good luck with your studies ! All the best to you two !

Didn't even took a photo with you 2... Damn I regret it soooo much now ><
Have fun in Penang this weekend ! =)
I wanna go also ! Screw that stupid Cameron trip T___T

Just got to know you guys for 3 days and I think I'm getting too attached. xD
Took lotsa pics with Danny hahahaha. WOOOI FAST FAST UPLOAD LER ! ! hahahaha xD

Danny,

Steve : 3条7,

Me : 2条7,

PeiWen : 抓 !

Me :没有一张 7 !! !&%@&^%^!$#

HAHAHAHA !

Rejuvenate ♥

2010-08-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today is a special day.
It's the first day I danced infront of so many artists. Whole body shaking. =-=
Especially the head of the VIP Productions. I could literally feel the intensity of her eyes on me. =-=
I don't know what got into me today. I can't seem to dance right.
I was so nervous. I kept looking at my teammate's relection in the mirror, so scared that I might make some mistakes.
It was kinda disasterous. I let everyone down. Including our teacher and Adrian. I made them looked stupid infront of their boss. =(
I feel so guilty because even though I didn't even get a full routine right in 4 hours time, they didn't scold me or lose faith in me. Adrian and our teacher kept on encouraging me, telling me that they believe me and told me that I just lacking confidence. Thanks guys. =)
And to Rejuvenators,
Thank you all so much for everything.
Thanks for not losing faith in me.
Thanks for believing me.
I still remember the last practice at Ching's house, it was the 3rd day I started to learn the shoulder freeze.
That night I still wasn't really stable with it. And since I had to hold the poise for nearly 20seconds, we decided not to use it as it's really risky.
But at the last moment, Danny chose to risk it all.
I asked why, he just told me that he believed in me.
And, I really did managed to do it.
The moment we got down the stage, there was only one feeling in my heart. I was really touched.
Rejuvenate filled my life with lotsa fun, new experiences, and lotsa opportunities.
We've grown to be bigger, badder, and BETTER.
Till the very top, Rejuvenate ♥ !

2010-08-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

心忽然间冷了

富士山下

2010-08-15T17:49:00.000+08:00

过去的往事已经成为历史了

随着时间的流逝就可以忘掉

如果对你还存在爱意

但只能以朋友的身份关怀你

这种做法是不是令自己更心疼呢

这个世界上没有谁是谁唯一的伴侣

只要真诚地去寻找很快就会找到另一个

而你也会从我的回忆里消失

-放下回忆的包袱，珍惜眼前人-

2010-08-13T17:34:00.001+08:00

当你喜欢我的时候我不喜欢你
当你爱上我的时候我喜欢上你
当你离开我的时候我却爱上你
是你走得太快还是我跟不上你的脚步
我们错过了诺亚方舟错过了泰坦尼克号
错过了一切的惊险与不惊险我们还要继续错过……
但是请允许我说这样自私的话
多年后
你若未嫁
我还未娶
那我们能不能在一起 ?

-几米-

Bestie

2010-08-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.

These become special friends,
Whose bond we can't explain.
The ones who understand us,
And share our joy and pain.

You're...
My friend.

You're...
A part of me, my life.

You're...
My bestie. <3>

感触

2010-08-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

今天补习迟到了课室满了
只剩下你左边的空位
唉没办法硬着头皮坐了下去
不知多久没那么靠近你了
坐在同样的位子以同样的角度看着同样的课室
仿佛回到了从前
回到了当我们笑声还在这课室荡漾的时候
回到了看见你时
嘴角自然而然会泛起一丝微笑全身还会因紧张而冒汗的时候

迟疑了许久终于鼓起勇气望向你
当我们眼神接触那短短一秒钟
都明白什么都变了

一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后　
这感情就算曾经刻骨且铭心过　
过去了又改变什么　
浓情爱恋　都已陌生了

-陌生人-

是我不懂得爱
不懂得怎么去爱你怎么去珍惜你
我是一个极需要爱又非常没有安全感的人
任何小小的事情
都可以很严重地影响我的情绪
一向冷静的你一定很受不了我吧

不知不觉两个小时过了
我把湿了的眼眶从你身上转离
收拾书包收拾心情
往回家的路走去

-最难爱的人往往都是那些最需要爱的人-

The End

2010-08-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

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相爱很难

2010-07-26T20:31:00.000+08:00

最好有生一日都爱下去
但谁人能将恋爱当做终生兴趣
生活其实旨在找到个伴侣
面对现实热恋很快变长流细水

可惜我不智或侥倖
对火花天生敏感
不过两只手拉得太紧
爱到过了界那对爱人
同时亦最易变成一对敌人

也许相爱很难
就难在其实双方各有各寄望
怎么办
要单恋都难
受太大的礼会内疚却也无力归还
也许不爱不难
但如未成佛升仙也会怕
爱情前途黯淡

可惜我不智或侥倖
对火花天生敏感
不过两只手拉得太紧
爱到过了界那对爱人
同时亦最易变成一对敌人

爱不爱都难
未快乐先有责任给予对方面露欢颜
得到浪漫又要有空间
得到定局却怕去到终站
然后付出多得到少不介意豁达
又担心有人看不过眼

无论热恋中失恋中
都永远记住第一戒
别要张开双眼

-相爱很难-

2010

2010-07-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

This is a really unlucky year for me and all those around me.
Lets see
Few couples broke up including yours truly
And he's been quite lonely for a while
Some friends lost alot cash during FIFA
I kinda have some money issues
My results sucks
My schoolmates are now split into two teams . Yes, just like the fans of Twilight . And I'm supporting Edward ! Edward Chew, to be exact . LOL
I really hope he doesn't lose to the big bad wolf . ;)
Also our friends had some friendship problems but its solved now luckily. I think......
You've reached the end of the post .
Hope all goes well from now on .
Cheers .

发香

2010-07-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

又来到了傍晚又一天过了
距离曾属于我们的日子
又远一点了

洗澡时闻到一阵很熟悉的味道
当时我楞住了
我还以为那只是幻觉
当时我真的以为
我对你的思念把我弄疯了

但那味道
在我张开眼睛后依然存在
才发现
原来是我们用着一样的洗发液
闻到的是你的发香

你的发香
勾起了许许多多
我早已逼自己忘记的
过去回忆

回想起以前幸福的时候
那些日子
都好象距离我千里之外似的感觉好陌生
我都快忘了
到底幸福是什么样的

我站在靠近过去的边界
聆听着你回忆经过的声音
才懂得所有关于我的事情
总会有你静静跟随的身影

虽然如此但我明白
有些恋人只是路过时的风景

-曾经太过年轻-

First TimeS

2010-07-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since the last time I updated my blog in english. @@

Went to Danny's house last Saturday to stay for the night cause' we have an appointment with some dude on Sunday. His brother picked me up from school at about 10.30am and we went to Jusco for a movie - The Karate Kid. The first thing that came into my eye when we reached the cinema were Malays. Tons and tons of Malays. And when we got into the cinema, we were the only Chinese in there, I noticed cause' we were the first ones in there. Well, that's nothing weird since we see Malays almost everywhere in the country, especially on highways. I tend to see a Kancil packed with 20 tuna fish passing by me everytime I go to KL. Malaysia Boleh huh? I'm not a racist or anything, but it's kinda creepy cause' they all look the same don't ya think? Maybe it's their apparels or something i guess.. Hmm..

Back to the topic.
The movie was okay. Don't really like the ending but, what do you expect from a movie where kids learn kungfu and beat each other up ? Nothing. Duhh..
After the movie we had lunch at Kenny Rogers. Again, after I sat down, I noticed there were no Chinese in there. And what's more creepier this time is that I felt the people around us are the same ones from the cinema. Cause' like I said, they all look the same. ;)

Dinner that night was kinda memorable for me. It was Danny's family night and I felt so embarassed cause' I'm an outsider and his relatives were all asking questions about me. Whats so memorable is that Danny made me eat some food that I have never dared to swallow for the past 16 years - Clam and sotong - Way to go Danny~ We went to i -City after dinner. I have never been there before. It's my second ' first time ' that day. And there they were, the same crowd from the cinema. Only this time, they brought along their cousins, aunties and uncles. So there were like hundreds of them. The place was quite boring, I seriously don't know what attracted all these people. It's all lights and fake trees, I thought they prefered dark alleys ? So they can like bring their girlfriends and blend in with the surroundings, if you know what I'm saying. ;)

礼物

2010-06-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

拉开抽屉找着东西
找着找着一不小心
把一些早已尘封的回忆也都翻了出来
我们看过的每一张戏票
我们买东西的每一张收据
还有朋友们在我们一周年纪念时给我们的戒指
我看着它们
回忆排山倒海地挤到了我眼前
一幕一幕地倒带

想起帮你戴上戒指的情景
我握着它坐在地上哭了好久
我就像这少了一半的戒指盒一样
等待着另一半的归来

最长的电影

2010-06-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

沉迷在歌中那痴情旋律里的我
随着旋律
回忆起你的可爱你的任性
回忆起我们曾经走过的
每一步每一脚印

再美的黄昏也躲不过夜晚的降临
我把黄昏的美景拍了下来
存放到心里它专属的角落
让它被记忆永远保存着

夜深人静时
闭上双眼
把它拿出来
重温那已被黑夜吞噬
再也看不到的黄昏
嘴角泛起一丝微笑
只因曾经拥有

Who am I to say

2010-05-22T11:10:00.000+08:00

Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching

Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it feels so free
Now I know what's meant to be
And that's okay with me

I don't know anything at all
But who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

-Hope-

你

2010-05-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

电话里
少了你信息的日子已接近三个月了
怎么脑海里你的影子还是挥散不去
我竭尽所能想把你忘记
但一直到今天
无论睁着眼或闭着眼
看见的依然是我最舍不得的你

我努力着让自己喜欢上另一个人
可是不知道为什么
我已没有力气没有勇气去爱了

听说时间可以痊愈任何伤口淡化所有记忆
是真的吗?

2010-05-03T14:09:00.000+08:00

可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口

感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

2010-05-02T03:10:00.000+08:00

当记忆跌入眼前的那一刻
我才知道我从来没有忘记过你
也从来没有放过自己
最后我还是选择了回忆
而放弃了你

人来人往

2010-05-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

你不再思念我了，可我遇到某天、某个季节、某首歌、某种眼神，仍然想到你，然后觉得好遗憾。

当初如果抓住你，今天是不是一切都不一样了。
当初怎麽不豁出去告诉你，我真的喜欢你。
我喜欢你到无法控制自己，甚至想大声告诉全世界的人我喜欢你，但就是不敢告诉你。
现在你在别人身旁，我也在另一个人身旁，你可曾想起我？可也曾觉得遗憾呢。
当初为我疯狂的你，现在过得好吗？

那时跟你说抱歉，说你错爱了，其实我心里也曾觉得遗憾？
爱情没有先来后到，却有情深缘浅。
希望你今天过得好，不用再想起我也没关系。
那些伤害就让它过去了，连遗憾也请你一并淡忘吧……

有些遗憾,会让人椎心，夜里刺痛。
有些遗憾,想起来很美丽，因为得不到所以最珍贵。
有些遗憾,若干年后会释怀，你会发现那些不属于你的，最终会属于一个比你更适合的人。

没有哪个人爱不到，会成为你一生的遗憾。
他永远加此迷人，永远让你念念不忘。
不是深刻到连时间也无法冲淡，而是你在记忆里调了味，其实人早走了样。
你记得的是你想要的他，早就已不是原本的那个人了。
人的记忆是很不可靠的,爱情也是这样的。
当时哭着要你别走，你走了，我该怎么办。
你丢下我一个人，留着的全部都是你的回忆，我要怎么过下去。

事实证明，还是过得下去，而且过得甚至比以前还好。
有了新欢，虽然也有恋爱的痛苦，但对方给的，并没有比以前那个人来得少。
那些爱，经过了我们的生命，留下抹不去的伤痕，也留下了难忘的精彩。

随着时间，快乐与悲伤逐一淡去，我们是失去了。
但,还是有令人期待的未来。

陪伴

2010-04-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

慢慢地开始适应了一个人的生活
那么你呢？
每当经过你班　总是会习惯地往里头看一看
然后才记得　你已经不是我的了

有时　真的很想跑到你面前
求你回来我身边
但是　看见分离后依然开心的你　
我还是一次一次地打消了念头

单身了
想找个人陪伴
但　电话簿里上百个号码
却找不到一个可以诉苦的人

可是
如果以这样的理由
进入下一段恋情
爱上的是她
还是
只是爱上了她的陪伴?

2010-04-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

Actually i think
There's no such thing as suitable or not
If both sides have feelings towards each other
As long as both sides are willing to put in some effort
They'll succeed eventually
There's no perfect match in this world
We must compromise
To get a happy ending.

想

2010-04-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

最近好想投入新的一段恋情
但总是觉得自己配不上她
也不知道她会不会也喜欢我 =X
毕竟我们之间关系也有点复杂
顺其自然吧~~ =)

圣诞结

2010-04-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

我住的城市从不下雪
记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念到忘记霓虹扫过喧哗的街

把快乐赶得好远
落单的恋人最怕过节
只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边
寂寞他陪我过夜

电话不接
不要被人发现我整夜都关在房间
缓缓的响声听来象哀悼的音乐
眼眶的泪温热冻结
望着电视里的无聊节目
躺在沙发上变成没知觉的植物

2010-04-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

不要埋怨不能天长地久
应微笑面对因为曾经拥有

放下

2010-04-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

一段感情真的可以那么快就放下吗?
真的可以一结束就若无其事地继续过着少了另一半的生活吗?
也许你可以吧
也许一直以来我只不过是你生命里的其中一个过客
也许对你来说我们从开始在一起一直到分离
都只是淡淡地交会过不会在你心里烙下任何的痕迹

今天
我才发现我是多么的傻
天真的以为你一定也会放不下我
看来我错了
今天
是我第一次
真正地感觉到寂寞和被抛弃的滋味

讲分開　可否不再　用憾事的口吻
习惯無常　才會懂得庆幸
说真的　生命途中　誰是客?
散席時　怎麼分?
我想没人知道吧
但這趟旅行若曾開心过
我想应该没什么遗憾了吧

我们

2010-04-03T10:42:00.000+08:00

我们在一起一年四个月多了但你并没有留下任何可以让我留恋的东西。

也许好也许坏吧？

坏的是我们的恋情只能留在时间的秘密花园里随着时间慢慢的被摧残一点一滴的流失

你只留了记忆给我我们只被记忆保存着但记忆这东西越是想抓住就模糊得越快

但我不可能忘了你我也不想忘记你

因为你在我心中已占了一个没人可取代的位子。

我在你心里。。。是否也有这样的一个位子呢？

我想。。应该没有吧

看见一份爱有头无尾

你有什么感觉？

当我做这个决定时

我的心彻彻底底地碎了

我在你心里的地位始终还是那么低

我离开了你我。。。哭了

那么你呢？你。。。也会哭吗？

舍得

2010-03-28T12:07:00.000+08:00

走了这么久,
终于从梦中醒来,
懂得了舍得.
舍得,
有舍才有得,
懂得了真正的幸福是放下.
曾经我不幸福,
是因为我还未放下,
沉浸在痛苦之中,
如今我学会了遗忘,
明白只有放下,
才会幸福.
痛苦的不是过去,
而是记忆.
美好的回忆,
只是偶尔瞬间出现在嘴角的那一丝微笑,
笑着忘了吧....
擦干最后为你落下的眼泪,
与昨日挥别
爱,
已成往事..
我更明白自己要的是什么,
真实的关怀,
点滴的疼爱,
平淡的生活,
温馨的日子...
再见了,
原谅我这样自做决定,
我真的承受不起,
只因为爱的太深,
当城市都变得不再自然,
我唯一能做的就是把手放开,
祝福你,
一定要过得比现在更好。

分离

2010-03-28T11:10:00.000+08:00

分手是我提出的，也许你会很平静的看待它，就像你平静的对待我和你之间的任何事情。
分手是我提出的，但我知道，哭得最凄惨的一定是我。因为对我来说失去了你就像失去了一切。

分手是我提出的，你。。。也会哭吗？不许哭，因为你不快乐，我会心碎

分手是我提出的，但我爱你，我只想你幸福快乐，不要让我失望哦

也许分开了，你会比较开心吧

但我会在这里等着你
如果有一天
你觉定珍惜我了
我一定会为你点亮回家的路
我爱你

放弃了你，
并不是放弃了爱你
不是我爱别人了
我是因为看见你太痛苦了
放弃你
但不会放弃对你的爱

Can't you feel my love?

2010-03-19T14:07:00.000+08:00

You've changed. Don't deny it. We used to be so happy, laughing at all sorts of little things.
But now, everything changed.
You answer me so straightforward it hurts me so badly and yet you act like nothing's wrong.
I miss who you used to be. I miss the old us. I miss everything we once had.
Can we go back?

Or are you tired of me, tired of us?
I'm always breaking my heart and picking up the pieces myself.
Again and again.
You never said sorry. Is it that you don't care about me at all?

Can't you feel my love?

If you can't, it's alright.
Just I hope you'd gently let me go.

为什么？

2010-03-17T11:34:00.000+08:00

为什么你不理我了？
是不是你也放弃了？
还是只是需要些时间冷静？
我希望答案不是后者。

也许整件事情是我的错，

但是我从下午道歉到晚上

你还是不理我。

你知道我好伤心吗?

='(

第二天了，

等着你的回复。

对不起，
我每次都这样。
但是我希望你知道，
我对你的爱从来都没减少过。
我还是
-很爱你-

I'm so tired.

2010-03-16T10:52:00.000+08:00

These days i feel like we're drifting apart. Maybe it's just me thinking too much. But why do i always get the feeling that you hate spending time with me a lot? We hardly see each other, we almost never talk face to face, don't you miss me? Maybe you're tired after 6 hours in school, but I really don't think staying back once a week after school is that hard. This week is our March holidays, I begged and begged my parents to let me go out for just 1 day, cause i really really thought you'd wanna spend a day with me. I guess I thought wrong. But I can only blame myself for not asking beforehand. Maybe I'm just too boring for you. Sigh..

You know, sometimes I wish you would tell me more about your life. You almost never tell me anything, I only get to know a little part if I ask. Sometimes I don't get answers even if I ask. I thought being together meant sharing problems, little things about your lives to the ones you love. Maybe not all, but at least most of them? Is that too much to ask for? I'm really tired of always being the last to know.

I love you a lot, with my whole heart, my entire life.
But you're stretching me to my breaking point.
Is this our end? I don't want it to be..
I don't want us to have an end.. Please..

Nickelback - Far Away

2010-03-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

这首歌献给我一位很特别的朋友

<3

心动

2010-02-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你

如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利

好让你明白
我心动的痕迹

Kiss The Rain

2010-01-10T13:37:00.000+08:00

生命中
不断地有人离开或进入
于是，看见的，看不见了
记住的，遗忘了

生命中
不断地有得到和失落
于是，看不见的，看见了
遗忘的，记住了

然而
看不见的
是不是就等于不存在
记住的
是不是永远不会消失

愿天下有情人终成眷属

说谎

2010-01-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

我没有说谎是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说渴望的有可能有希望
我没有说谎祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你就遗忘..

放手

2009-12-08T01:51:00.000+08:00

我在错误的时间遇上了你，我...哭了。

我在正确的时间离开了你，你...会哭吗？

　　一次次说这次真的放下了，不知道自己还能这样骗自己多久。

2009-11-29T01:29:00.000+08:00

You are everything I want, everything I need.
And of course,
You are also everything I will never have.

The End

2009-11-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

You will forever be in my heart.
Well hidden in the deepest part.
Where no one can ever replace you.
I love you.

Empty

2009-10-17T01:35:00.000+08:00

Can anyone accompany me?
I'm feeling so hollow inside =(
I wanna talk to somebody.
It's 1.44am now.
Where are you?
How are you?

Reminiscing~

*Pushing all thoughts of you outta my mind* =|

CANT SLEEP~

Should I go down and cook mee?
Feel hungry.....

Suppressing the urge to scream... ==
Argghhh....

Can't I have a normal life?
Is that too damn much to ask?
A million feelings rushing up to me @@
I'm gonna blow~ LOL

Like talking crap ler..... =.=
Arghhh whatever~~~~~~~~~

PMR is OVER~

2009-10-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

So.. PMR is over~
Happy time~
I wanna thank all my fwens who helped me through my exam~ =)

Brinton, Ksk ~~ For your endless patience helping me through my uncomparable pathethic understanding of maths. x)

Carene~~ I couldn't have stayed up till 4am nor finish my Sej in time without your support. =)

Zi Xiang~~ I would've left my Bm novel section blank if it wasn't for u. =)

Derick~~ Thanks for all the tutoring in BC yea~

Thank you so much guys~ and girls x)

Have fun this holiday~
Wish you all PMR 8A's yea~ =D

2009-10-06T01:22:00.000+08:00

我说了所有的谎
你全都相信
简单的我爱你
你却老不信

我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了梦散了
你我都走散了

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开淌下句点

他得到了你

我却得到了你安慰的淘汰

2009-10-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

I bought an extra dinner tonight.
But I was alone all night.
Maybe it's just not right.
For letting you leaving my side.

You once said you don't wanna be free.
But finally now i see.
Now those are just memories.
But please please.. don't forget me.

Credits to my buddy~

Missing you
2009-10-02T22:20:00.000+08:00
I've finally arrived, but only to get sadder.
Alone I completed our dream.
You always said that there was plenty of time
You could always wait for me
Back then I didn't know
That the existence of tomorrow does not mean that there is a future together for us.

Regret now remains ever running in my blood.
I regret not caring for you enough.
I hated myself to not have understood you enough.
Yearning to see you but not being able to cuts me deepest.

I have never seen any signs of sadness on your face.
How lonely that stubborness of yours is.
You tore down the the boundaries of our relationship and allowed me to wander.
While you stayed put and tied yourself down as you wait for me.
You never mentioned that you can be weak sometimes too.
That you will need me for support.
So I pretended not to know.
And wandered freely, living my own life as I like.

My smiles does not reach my eyes anymore, my soul is drifting around.
How I wish you were here.
I promise to never let you wait.
I will accompany you to do anything you want
I have banished my heart to a prison that is forever locked.
Afraid of my heart being touched again by others.
If only you come back.
If only we could start all over again.
Everything would be fine then....

Studying =P

2009-10-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

So.. 4 days till PMR huh?
I managed to read through Geo, half of Sej and Sc.
Yeap you guessed it. Lazy's my middle name. =(
Placing a reference book on your lap while you're using comp.
What do you call it?
I call it studying. LOL
Well.. at least I have physical contact with the book right? =.=
Im gonna finish science tonight. 300 more pages to go. Woot~ @@
So many subjects unfinished.
Even more subjects UNTOUCHED.
So I'm gonna stop typing and go TOUCH my books now.
Bye~
Jy PMR 8A's all~

Already Gone...

2009-10-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

Time,
Had changed most of our habits.
Had healed all of our wounds.
Had made us move on.
Had taken away my every right to miss you.

First~

2009-09-28T08:06:00.001+08:00

Hmm.. My first post..
3 more days untill my birthday. Not excited about it though. Not even a teensy bit of excitement.
Since i was small no one bothers about it anyway.
I think my first present was from a friend. (yeah~ I'm that pathethic.. LOL)
So now im like wadever~

I don't have much friends when i was small and erm I'm not that 'cool kid' in school either.
I'm kinda a trouble magnet in those days.. I have absolutely no idea why..
Just seems like all the teachers dislike me and all that..
Darkest days of my life LOL~
Alright I'll admit it. Myabe its just because I'm FAT LOL~

I lost a ton or two when i got into secondary..
So i guess i'm not really fat now..
Secondary enlightened me with another gift though..
Guess what? I'm freakin short~ =.=
Thanks God~ You really made my childhood lighted with happiness!
First I'm first im filled with fats and now this?!
I'm like what..163cm or something~ Yea.. LOL right?
Drinking milk everyday now~
Hoping~ Praying~ that somehow i will reach 170cm or so~
Mission impossible huh?
*Faint*

Thats all for my first post.
Know why? Cuz I fainted (as stated above)~ DUHH
xDD

For those who stuck with my boring blog till here, thanks for reading ya!

Bye all~
Gonna miss ya'll~
^^v

XuaN

15.12.11

珊瑚海

一天一天

蛋糕与熊

Vacuuming Dust Bunnies.

Lily and Marshall :)

31

情人结

毕业

一别一辈子

握你的手

圣诞结

KL @ 17.12.10

风

心

祝我生日快乐

Attraction =)

=')

Rejuvenate ♥

富士山下

Bestie

感触

The End

相爱很难

2010

发香

First TimeS

礼物

最长的电影

Who am I to say

你

人来人往

陪伴

想

圣诞结

放下

我们

舍得

分离

Can't you feel my love?

为什么？

I'm so tired.

Nickelback - Far Away

心动

Kiss The Rain

说谎

放手

The End

Empty

PMR is OVER~

Studying =P

Already Gone...

最近....

First~